Sunday, July 18, 2010

Gibberish Equates to

Long Weeks+best friends+great opportunities+self doubt+career win+personal loss+phone call from ex whatever+holding another new baby+messing something up+more self doubt+epic career win+no one to celebrate it with+long drives+no one to call+nostalgia+almost thirty+terror+hollow+cheesy pick me up movie+amazing moon+no ones hand to hold while I look at it =

alone.

1 comment:

Josephenecat said...

You know how every now and then you hear these things that you take for granted about life? Things that people just assume to be standards? Well I think this whole being scared about being 30 thing is bullshit. I'm doing the best I can to not buy into it and neither should you. So what if you're 30 and you havent had a baby or your not married? Thats too much pressure from the world that you then end up placing on yourself. I know a part of you really wants it too but it doesnt have to be the absolute standard of perfection. And you dont die after 30. Or turn ugly and shrivel into an old woman :) Conveniently, your ovaries dont do that either :) Overall 30 is pretty damn young still in my opinion.