Different

So....
What do you do when you realize that some of the deepest parts of who you always thought you were are actually...well...lies?
How do you reconcile that what you've always thought you wanted may not have been what you wanted at all?

How do you react when what makes you happy doesn't make any sense at all?

Or do you just shut up and enjoy the happy?

Have you Ever

met someone and then BAM!

your face feels like it's cracking from all of the smiling?
you can't believe you have only known them for such a short time?
you haven't laughed so hard or been so honest.....EVER?

*EPIC SIGH*

Don't wanna jinx it, don't wanna jinx it, don't wanna jinkx it....

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

If I could turn myself into a super bouncy ball for two hours, MAYBE that would be long enough to bounce out some of this NUTTY CRAZY ENERGY.

*SQUEAK*

oh gosh

butterflies, giant smile that will NOT come off of my face, and doing something i never thought i would do........
yeah, there's a guy.
maybe.
probably.
ahhhhhhhhhh. really really really like. extra super like.
okay, stopping now.


bye.

Distance from The Fam

Today, Marci and Brent are in Barcelona. Liz, Derrell, and Di are in Tallahassee. But if I close my eyes and breathe deep, I can conjure up a great night of maduros and the dollar movie, and have you all beside me in a heartbeat.

Today I really miss you. But as much as I miss you guys, I'm equally grateful that just memories of your awesomeness are potent enough to hug my heart on rough days.

:-)